Have you ever realized how many times a day we say “bye forever”? Every day.
There are so many things that have sense only now and today, so you will not experience them tomorrow or ever again. Like beautiful sunset, perfect in-time joke or eyes of your friend, who sees you through all of your darkness.
I am the type of person who always tries to catch the beautiful moment, putting it into a jar and keeping it in the most safe place of my inside world. The “problem” is that God created so many beautiful things, that there is no end for them. So very soon my safe place becomes overwhelmed and I feel like I need more space. But even Space doesn’t have enough space to keep all of God’s beauty.
Thinking about that I feel absolutely happy and absolutely sad in the same time. Accepting every beautiful moment, living through it and letting it go away takes a lot of courage. You may not understand, why I am writing about that here. Me either.
The only thing I know today and now is that to see more beauty, to feel more love you have to overcome your fears.
“There is no fear in love.
But perfect love drives out fear,
because fear has to do with punishment.
The one, who fears is not made perfect in love.”
1 John 4:18